So, I have been worried about starting a blog since I am not sure what to say. Part of my wants to document everything I am feeling about Madeline and Cystic Fibrosis but, then there is that other half that is afaid of what I may type. My feelings about CF can be a bit overwhelming at times likewise, my love for Madeline. It's very conflicting. But, if anything maybe this blog is a good way for me to write when I want and find ways to express myself. I am not sure how often I will use it or what it will turn into but, at least I can say "i tried." So. Here is my first entry. I will write more about the "worrysome mom" title later..